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		<title>Propaganda and Alex Jones</title>
		<link>http://livinguptomyname.com/2010/07/28/propaganda-and-alex-jones/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 28 Jul 2010 23:17:08 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Rich</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Remember this little diddy I created back when I was an Objectivist?

Well guess where I found it being sold as a t-shirt?  On Alex Jones Infowars t-shirt store.

How many times is this piece going to come back and haunt me?  If I recognized intellectual property as a valid concept, I might just consider [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Remember this little diddy I created back when I was an Objectivist?</p>
<p><img src="http://livinguptomyname.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/a_Socialism_by_miniamericanflags.jpg" alt="Socialism Propaganda" /></p>
<p>Well guess where I found it being sold as a t-shirt?  On Alex Jones Infowars t-shirt store.</p>
<p><img src="http://ep.yimg.com/ca/I/infowars-shop_2112_16817906" alt="Alex Jones Ripoff " /></p>
<p>How many times is this piece going to come back and haunt me?  If I recognized intellectual property as a valid concept, I might just consider suing him.  And then I&#8217;d sue him for mental anguish.  I don&#8217;t know if I can deal with accidentally helping the truther movement.</p>
<p>Let this be a lesson children.  No <a href="http://livinguptomyname.com/2010/06/03/my-history-with-propaganda/">propaganda</a> goes unpunished.</p>
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		<title>The North Korea List</title>
		<link>http://livinguptomyname.com/2010/07/27/the-north-korea-list/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 27 Jul 2010 16:56:32 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Rich</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve been somewhat obsessed with learning about North Korea for the past year.  I thought it was time to compile a list of media that I recommend if you would like to learn more about this real life 1984.

Videos

My introduction to North Korea was through the Vice Guide to North Korea.  It still remains my [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;ve been somewhat obsessed with learning about North Korea for the past year.  I thought it was time to compile a list of media that I recommend if you would like to learn more about this real life 1984.</p>
<p>
<h2>Videos</h2>
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<p>My introduction to North Korea was through the <a href="http://www.vbs.tv/newsroom/vice-guide-to-north-korea-1-of-14" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview ('/outbound/www.vbs.tv');">Vice Guide to North Korea</a>.  It still remains my favorite because it is a good mix of entertaining and informative.  It doesn&#8217;t go as deep as the other sources of information do, but it does give you a tourists perspective of this country.  It piqued my curiosity and was the reason I decided to continue learning more about North Korea.</p>
<p><script src="http://www.vbs.tv/vbs_player.js?width=480&#038;height=270&#038;ec=QxODc3MTrYeqBq1S_EcLVTz7uX0EVEDt&#038;st=CNN%20Newsroom&#038;pl=http://www.vbs.tv/newsroom/vice-guide-to-north-korea-1-of-14" type="text/javascript" charset="utf-8"></script></p>
<p>They also just released a different version of the same trip where they explored the <a href="http://www.vbs.tv/watch/the-vice-guide-to-film--2/north-korean-film-madness-full-length" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview ('/outbound/www.vbs.tv');">North Korean Film Industry</a>.</p>
<p>Shortly after finishing the Vice Guide, I found <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mxLBywKrTf4&#038;feature=fvst" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview ('/outbound/www.youtube.com');">this special from National Geographic</a>.  It&#8217;s a slightly deeper look into the brainwashing that the North Koreans suffer.</p>
<p><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/mxLBywKrTf4&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/mxLBywKrTf4&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object></p>
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<h2>Audiobooks</h2>
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<p><a href="http://www.audible.com/adbl/site/products/ProductDetail.jsp?productID=BK_TANT_001206&#038;BV_UseBVCookie=Yes" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview ('/outbound/www.audible.com');">Nothing to Envy</a>:  This book chronicles the lives of several different citizens of North Korea and their escapes from the dictatorship.  It was a painful but inspiring read.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.audible.com/adbl/site/products/ProductDetail.jsp?productID=BK_ADBL_001081&#038;BV_UseBVCookie=Yes" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview ('/outbound/www.audible.com');">The Aquariums of Pyongyang: Ten Years in the North Korean Gulag</a>:  Thanks to <a href="http://www.itsalwayssunnyinsouthkorea.com/" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview ('/outbound/www.itsalwayssunnyinsouthkorea.com');">Casey</a> for recommending this to me.  This is one mans story about growing up in a gulag and escaping from North Korea.  I have never heard of more cruel conditions than the ones that these gulags inflict upon its political prisoners.  I think it&#8217;s the most important book to read to gain more insight into how terrible and destructive to humanity the concept of government is.</p>
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<h2>Articles</h2>
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<p><a href="http://www.slate.com/id/2117846" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview ('/outbound/www.slate.com');">Worse than 1984</a>.  Christopher Hitchens wrote an interesting article about North Korea.  </p>
<p>Let me know if you recommend any other reads or watches that relate to North Korea.</p>
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		<title>Road Rich</title>
		<link>http://livinguptomyname.com/2010/07/08/road-rich/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 09 Jul 2010 03:11:48 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Rich</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[General]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve started a new blog dedicated to a different, but dominant branch of my life.  The part of me that has wanderlust.
http://road.livinguptomyname.com/

Hope you follow it, because I&#8217;ll probably be updating it more than this blog.
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;ve started a new blog dedicated to a different, but dominant branch of my life.  The part of me that has wanderlust.</p>
<p><a href="http://road.livinguptomyname.com/">http://road.livinguptomyname.com/<br />
</a></p>
<p>Hope you follow it, because I&#8217;ll probably be updating it more than this blog.</p>
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		<title>The Electronic Connection</title>
		<link>http://livinguptomyname.com/2010/06/29/the-electronic-connection/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 30 Jun 2010 03:56:47 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Rich</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[General]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[communication]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[connection]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[evolution]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m not ashamed to admit it, I&#8217;ve met most of my friends via the Internet.  I think a decade ago that would have been strange to admit.  Only something that someone who looked and acted like Napoleon Dynamite would have admitted in the year 2000.
I went through 5 years of college without forging [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;m not ashamed to admit it, I&#8217;ve met most of my friends via the Internet.  I think a decade ago that would have been strange to admit.  Only something that someone who looked and acted like Napoleon Dynamite would have admitted in the year 2000.</p>
<p>I went through 5 years of college without forging one friendship that has stood to this day.  Come to think of it, I went through all of school without one relationship lasting.  I probably would only have a group of acquaintances that I would call friends if it were not for the Internet.  I hold the word friend to a higher level than most.  To me, a friend is someone who I feel connected and alive with.  Someone who I can truly explore who I really am with. Someone who will let me explore who they really are.  It sounds cliché.  I wish it was.  I think many people go through life with that hope but don&#8217;t achieve it.</p>
<p>The Internet has enabled me to seek out and forge those relationships.  I don&#8217;t think it&#8217;s very conscious at the moment, but I think most people on social networks are on for that same reason.  I think that it&#8217;s part of our social evolution and a key part.  </p>
<p>Without the Internet I would not have been introduced to Ayn Rand&#8217;s philosophy, atheism, anarchism or any other ideas that have completely changed the way I think about life.</p>
<p>My generation is sitting on a potential energy bomb of social connection and are hooking into it at an exponential rate.  There are flurries of true human connection here and there but I don&#8217;t think that it is even close to being fully tapped.</p>
<p>That&#8217;s what excites me about the Internet.  The potential for human connection.  That&#8217;s why I blog.  That&#8217;s why I Facebook.  That&#8217;s why I Twitter.  That&#8217;s why I use deviantArt.</p>
<p>I just thought I&#8217;d make it conscious and hope to make it conscious for others.  I&#8217;ve seen a lot of shaming (self and external) going on lately about using social networking.  I don&#8217;t want it to become another excuse to shame ourselves for being human.  These tools are meant to be embraced and used to connect with people who will help you become who you are.  And by natural exchange, you will help them become who they are.</p>
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		<title>My History with Propaganda</title>
		<link>http://livinguptomyname.com/2010/06/03/my-history-with-propaganda/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 03 Jun 2010 05:57:02 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Rich</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[My favorite form of art is propaganda.  To many people who know me, it may seem like a contradiction.  How could someone who values truth so highly also have an interest in propaganda?  Calling it an interest is not quite accurate.  I actually have a strong emotional response to propaganda.  Depending on the imagery I [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>My favorite form of art is propaganda.  To many people who know me, it may seem like a contradiction.  How could someone who values truth so highly also have an interest in propaganda?  Calling it an interest is not quite accurate.  I actually have a strong emotional response to propaganda.  Depending on the imagery I experience emotions ranging from anger to joy.</p>
<p>My earliest curiosity in propaganda was sparked by a street artist named Shepard Fairey that started a street art movement called Obey Giant.  If you haven&#8217;t seen this sticker or poster plastered up somewhere, you haven&#8217;t been paying attention to your surroundings.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone" title="Obey Giant" src="http://livinguptomyname.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/obey.png" alt="" width="325" height="400" /></p>
<p>I saw was this poster and wondered what it meant.  At the time the Internet was limited to AOL and Prodigy so I didn&#8217;t have the information sources that I have today.  I happened into a strange bookstore in San Diego county called Ducky Waddles.  I noticed that they had posters with Andre the Giant&#8217;s face all over the place.  They also had a book that talked about Fairey&#8217;s purpose for the Obey Giant street campaign.  As far as I remember it was to evoke a curious response and have people question their surroundings and the advertisements they are subjected to.  I flipped through the book and found other pieces that Fairey had done, such as this one:</p>
<p><img class="alignnone" title="Obey Fist" src="http://livinguptomyname.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/a_fist.jpg" alt="" width="263" height="350" /></p>
<p>I found these pieces powerful and the idea behind them powerful.  One simple image was able to evoke so much curiosity and excitement in me.  I started to learn more about propaganda and its use throughout political history.  If you doubt how powerful this imagery can be, just do a Google search on <a href="http://goo.gl/O3o4" target="_blank" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview ('/outbound/goo.gl');">North Korean Propaganda</a> and see how full of emotion each piece is.</p>
<p>I started to notice more street art around me.  Around this time I was also becoming interested in philosophy.  I was slowly drifting towards atheism and moral relativism.  A Christian friend of mine, who was also a philosophy major, pointed out some pro-Christian street art that was around.  One piece in particular gave me the chills:</p>
<p><img class="alignnone" title="Kill Moral Relativism" src="http://livinguptomyname.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/a_kimore.jpg" alt="" width="300" height="400" /></p>
<p>It also angered me to see this.  It was a reference to the most hotly debated topic in the religious versus secular realm: abortion.  I was angry mainly because the message was so trite for a topic that was so complex.  But I also realized what an emotional impact that this trite message could have on people.  How it could shut down thought so quickly and shut down debate.  I played around with the idea a bit and produced my first anti-propaganda piece.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone" title="Kill Moral Relativists" src="http://livinguptomyname.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/a_killmort.jpg" alt="" width="300" height="400" /></p>
<p>I thought it was amusing, but didn&#8217;t ever feel like I made the impact I wanted to with it.  It didn&#8217;t really evoke the same deep emotions and certainly didn&#8217;t spark much curiosity.</p>
<p>I would travel up to Santa Barbara during my college years to go to parties.  While walking off a hangover one day I came across this painted on a sidewalk:</p>
<p><img class="alignnone" title="Capitalism" src="http://livinguptomyname.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/a_capitalism.jpg" alt="" width="350" height="364" /></p>
<p>I was starting to get into Objectivism at the time and again felt angry and personally insulted by this piece of propaganda.  I countered it with my own:</p>
<p><img class="alignnone" title="Socialism" src="http://livinguptomyname.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/a_Socialism_by_miniamericanflags.jpg" alt="" width="350" height="350" /></p>
<p>This piece had emotional impact.  When I posted it on my blog, I received floods of hate comments.  I also was shocked later to see it on a bumper sticker, and then another, and then somebodies avatar, and then another.  It spread virally to some degree.  I still see it to this day pop up around the web and on peoples cars.  Unfortunately it is mainly being  used now by conservatives.  But that&#8217;s what I get for not fully understanding Socialism and Capitalism.  That&#8217;s the danger of spreading an idea.  If you don&#8217;t fully understand it, it will be used to further evil agendas.  Part of me is proud that I created an emotionally impactful piece of propaganda but I also worry about any consequences it may have in the future.</p>
<p>I tried to counter my own mistake with yet another piece fairly recently:</p>
<p><img class="alignnone" title="Tax Equals Force" src="http://livinguptomyname.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/a_taxequalsforce.jpg" alt="" width="350" height="350" /></p>
<p>Better.  But, still not sure about its future impact.  Time will tell.</p>
<p>The propagandization of my own image is something I derive more joy than any other form of propaganda.  I&#8217;ve used it as an expression of one part of my personality or another.  The first part of my personality that emerged in the form of propaganda was one that I named MAF.  This was an acronym for Mini American Flags, which was a blog I used to have.  I used it to express my ideas in an over-the-top, humorous sort of way.   Here was the most prominent image that I used of myself:</p>
<p><img class="alignnone" title="MAF" src="http://livinguptomyname.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/a_richlogo.jpg" alt="" width="150" height="148" /></p>
<p>MAF is the part of me that desires attention and has strong opinions on every topic.  He&#8217;s sort of Lewis Black sort of character that I use to express my frustrations about the world in a funny way.  I think this part of my personality bloomed because I was sick of being propagandized by my parents and my culture.  It was my first rebellion against the norm.</p>
<p>During this time I posted the following to try to evoke emotions in others.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone" title="Perpetuate Hate" src="http://livinguptomyname.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/a_perpetuatehate.jpg" alt="" width="400" height="104" /></p>
<p><img class="alignnone" title="Napoleon Dynamite" src="http://livinguptomyname.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/a_napoleon.jpg" alt="" width="388" height="472" /></p>
<p><img class="alignnone" title="Mickey Che" src="http://livinguptomyname.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/a_mickeyche_(2).jpg" alt="" width="400" height="518" /></p>
<p><img class="alignnone" title="Capitalist Bananas" src="http://livinguptomyname.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/a_capitalistbananas.jpg" alt="" width="118" height="143" /></p>
<p><img class="alignnone" title="W Furher" src="http://livinguptomyname.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/a_W_furher.jpg" alt="" width="400" height="364" /></p>
<p><img class="alignnone" title="Master Debater" src="http://livinguptomyname.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/a_W.jpg" alt="" width="400" height="533" /></p>
<p>I had a lot of fun with these images and spent hours on them.  They did evoke response, especially the Bush ones.  It&#8217;s what I wanted from my world.  Feedback and response.  Both things I finally had the freedom to control in my own life rather than be subjected to at the hands of my family and teachers.</p>
<p>I had a lull after that, sometimes producing a piece just for my own entertainment.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone" title="Stef Che" src="http://livinguptomyname.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/a_stefche.jpg" alt="" width="400" height="453" /></p>
<p><img class="alignnone" title="Where is the love" src="http://livinguptomyname.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/a_Where_Is_The_Love_Anarc.jpg" alt="" width="400" height="400" /></p>
<p>Neither really inspired anything in me, but were fun to play around with.</p>
<p>Last night I had insomnia pretty bad.  For some reason I picked up my mouse again and produced the following.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone" title="MAF recovered" src="http://livinguptomyname.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/a_mafrecovered.jpg" alt="" width="400" height="400" /></p>
<p>I&#8217;m not really sure where this came from, but I was proud with the result and others enjoyed it as well.  It&#8217;s another self-portrait.  Possibly another awaking of part of my personality.  I hope so, because whenever a new part emerges I spill out onto this world with so much creative passion.  Hope to post more soon.</p>
<p>Let me know what you think about propaganda and the emotions it evokes in you.  Is it an art form that you appreciate?  Hate?  Can it be used for good?  I&#8217;d like to think so.  The medium is the message.</p>
<p>*AFTERTHOUGHT*  Shepard Fairey went onto produce one of the most infamous pieces of propaganda of our time.  I find that disturbing because he knew the power of propaganda and seemed to be against it.  And yet he will go down in history as helping Obama get into power.  Wow&#8230;</p>
<p><img class="alignnone" title="Obama" src="http://livinguptomyname.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/obama-poster.jpg" alt="" width="282" height="423" /></p>
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		<title>You&#8217;re Not Free</title>
		<link>http://livinguptomyname.com/2010/05/13/youre-not-free/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 14 May 2010 03:17:48 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Rich</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[General]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[To those of you who think civil disobedience is the answer (quote a friend of mine):  
If you have kids and you&#8217;re putting yourself in danger of being arrested: stop now. Given the choice between &#8220;Dad in prison for &#8216;freedom&#8217;&#8221; and &#8220;Dad who&#8217;s around&#8221; I guarantee your kids would choose a present father. Figure [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>To those of you who think civil disobedience is the answer (quote a friend of mine):  </p>
<blockquote><p>If you have kids and you&#8217;re putting yourself in danger of being arrested: stop now. Given the choice between &#8220;Dad in prison for &#8216;freedom&#8217;&#8221; and &#8220;Dad who&#8217;s around&#8221; I guarantee your kids would choose a present father. Figure out what&#8217;s going on for you to make you want to put yourself in danger. You don&#8217;t have to get arrested in order to be free. You can free yourself without being a martyr.  </p></blockquote>
<p>Freedom starts with your personal relationships, and if you are in jail, you most likely aren&#8217;t serious about being free.</p>
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		<title>Atheist Anarchist or Philosopher</title>
		<link>http://livinguptomyname.com/2009/04/20/atheist-anarchist-philosopher/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 21 Apr 2009 04:03:40 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Rich</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I do not want to be defined by conclusions.  I want to be defined by how I came to those conclusions.
When someone thinks of an atheist they often think of an old eccentric crank that either spouts off hatred towards Christians or quotes negativity from similar eccentric cranks.  In fact, this has already been fairly [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I do not want to be defined by conclusions.  I want to be defined by how I came to those conclusions.</p>
<p>When someone thinks of an atheist they often think of an old eccentric crank that either spouts off hatred towards Christians or quotes negativity from similar eccentric cranks.  In fact, this has already been fairly accurately spoofed over at <a href="http://objectiveministries.org/kidz/" target="_blank" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview ('/outbound/objectiveministries.org');">Objective Ministries</a>.</p>
<div class="wp-caption alignnone" style="width: 423px"><img title="Atheist" src="/wp-content/uploads/mcgruff.jpg" alt="" width="413" height="245" /><p class="wp-caption-text">Atheism</p></div>
<p>When someone thinks of an anarchist, the first image that comes to mind is mohawks, leather, molotov cocktails and G20 anti-capitalist rallies:</p>
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<div class="wp-caption alignnone" style="width: 425px"><img title="Anarchist" src="/wp-content/uploads/2002punkES_415x366.jpg" alt="Anarchy" width="415" height="366" /><p class="wp-caption-text">Anarchy</p></div>
<p>&#8230;and this is the problem with being married to conclusions.  Without reason and evidence to back your ideas, you are doomed to self destruction.</p>
<p>I am not immune from this.  Before I discovered philosophy I was a conservative, a liberal,  a libertarian, a pragmatist, and a moral relativist.  I was married to these conclusions because they fit the psychological state I was in.  Until I really began self exploration I went through life miserable wondering why these conclusions denied me the happiness they promised.  Once I discovered philosophy and later combined it with psychology (self exploration) I became free of my conclusions and started to become happy.</p>
<p>Admittedly, it&#8217;s a hard habit to break. I still have the urge to fly the yellow and black flag and call myself an anarcho-capitalist or don the newest atheist symbol on my blog.  I still have the urge to bitterly rail against the system and against Christians.  Sometimes I even act on those urges.   &#8230;but lately I have been trying to remember the molotov cocktails and crotchety gloom and doom atheists and that helps to remove that urge.  It helps remind me that I do not want to be defined by what I am against but rather what I am for; logic, reason, truth, happiness.</p>
<p>People know deep down that bitter, grouchy, negative people do not have the truth.  And even if they do have it, who would want it if it came with that?  </p>
<p>I desire for my love of the truth to shine through in my own life.  It&#8217;s true, there is no god.  It&#8217;s true, the government is just a group of men with guns.  But, I am not married to these conclusions.  If I am presented with reason and evidence that these conclusions are false I will change my position.  That is why I do not want to be known as an atheist anarchist.  I want to be known as a philosopher and I want that to shine through in my every action, rather than through a flag or a symbol.</p>
<p><strong>Related posts:</strong></p>
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<li><a href="http://www.cappydavis.com/archives/80" target="_blank" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview ('/outbound/www.cappydavis.com');">Atheism is a conclusion, nothing more</a></li>
<li><a href="http://www.freedomainradio.com/Traffic_Jams/FDR_1310_Virtue_Values_and_Ownership_A_Debate.mp3" target="_blank" onclick="javascript:pageTracker._trackPageview ('/outbound/www.freedomainradio.com');">Virtue, Values and Ownership</a></li>
<li>&#8230;leave a comment if you would like me to post a related link</li>
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